I have always kept my personal life fairly "personal" on this blog. My objective was never to create an On-Line journal, or personal diary ... so to speak. With that said, the last month has been one that I never want to re-live again, yet I looked forward to my new start all the while, and also getting set up in my new "home". What seemed to be a far off picture in my mind of what I was "striving for", has now become reality. They say persistence and faith are what keep a man from quitting or giving up. I know that is true beyond a shadow of a doubt. Something bigger than me must have been guiding my course all along.
My road seems to have been paved with a million pot holes and detours. Every time it appeared that my tank was empty, yet one more station popped up ahead as I rolled in on fumes. Life is just that way for all of us it seems. We never make it to that perfect place, the perfect relationship, nor the perfect arena where happiness is a 24 hour a day sublime consciousness. I see the life journey as more of a long roller coaster that is always close to flying off the track in each hairpin turn.
You know, sometimes when you get lost, it forces you to find yourself once again. What's important to you, and what you stand for. I will never claim to be the best person in the world, and see my mistakes and shortcomings with a magnifying glass. I also know that deep down my soul carries with it a joy, and a love for others. My past may not be the best example of this, but I believe that self improvement and self re-creation is the strongest way to adapt, and reach out ... searching for the greatest moment of all. " The moment you can look in the mirror and see a good person ". When you can do that .... everything else seems to fall in place.
This is my first post written from the new Hollydale. This town is very similar to where I once lived, but it has far greater possibilities. The stars shine brighter. The air smells fresher, and my smile seems to last just a bit longer. I think I will like it here ....
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
What your Eyes may See
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Um, congrats?
I hope everything does work out for the best for you.
I'm glad to hear about this new 'Hollydale', it sounds an awesome place. I have known you online for ages, Speedy, and to tell the truth, you have struck me as a good person from the very beginning.
I have always felt your joy shining through in your blog, comments and tweets...and if your 'new place' gives you even more expression to your joy and love for others, well that is a most wondrous thing.
I too seem to be on a journey, but for me the path never seems clear. Sometimes I feel I am all choked up and held fast by the weeds of life...unable to see the path I should take. I will take inspiration from your post here, if you receive guidance from something bigger, perhaps I will too.
Thank you for sharing this with us, perhaps I needed it . Good luck to you, in this new phase of your life. :)
I always dream to go a place like this. thanks for the nice pic.
It looks like your new hometown is a much nicer place. Good for you Speedy. I have missed you.
Have a terrific day. Big hug. :)
I have been thinking about you, lately. You know, if you need a set of ears, mine are available. I'm also good with hugs. (((((HUGS)))))
Very insightful and oh so true.
You have an amazing attitude. Your post made me feel a little sad that you have had such a hard time lately. I'm glad you've landed on your feet and are ready to take on the world again.
Great attitude to have! Its hard to make changes, but sometimes its for the better! Keep shining and smiling :)
Hi Speedy, I am not sure what has been going on, but I am here to support you however possible. Anything I can do, let me know, OK? You know how to reach me privately if you need to, right?
Julie
I don't think anyone who reads your blog needs to look over your shoulder into that mirror. It is already obvious that you have recreated yourself into a good person! I don't know what you were like before, but the Speedy we all know is a privilege to count as a friend.
I really like this post! So philosophical and inspiring.
Speedy...There are many things I love about you...but the one thing I can always count on...(besides you lookin HOT in a loin cloth, of course....is no matter what the circumstance, you always look on the bright side...you MAKE your own happiness. And I admire that. You can laugh at yourself & the world around you...and that, in turn, makes this stooopid ol' rock we're all spinnin' round upon a much brighter place...for all of us. Much luck in yer new "life"...love & smooootches to you!!!!
XOXOXO
Nothing changes but the changes. :)
Very best of luck to you, Speedycat, in your new surroundings. I hope it is everything you are dreaming of and more.
That guy in the mirror has always been a good person. You just had to find him is all. I'm glad to know him.
You are one of those very special people out dere Speedy, all the bestest with your new life :) Cheryl
I just want to say I love this post. I wish all good things your way Mr. Speedy. I hope your new home brings you lots of pleasure and comfort too. Welcome home and welcome back. :)
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